I have been flooded with all kinds of different emotions lately.

I guess this is the toughest part of  life. No words can explain the feelings and emotions that I am going through.

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I should stop writing for now.

… is painful when the secret kills you by the second

… on purpose

I am scared…
I know what’s bothering me, I know the caused of all this…
But.. I am not doing anything about it
That’s why I am scared.

I just want to lie down for a while and dream…

I miss blogging so badly.

I have not uploaded a real blog post for ages.

I have not been taking pictures to post up my blog.

I have not been editing pictures for my blog.

I have not write anything.

I have so many backdated entries that I have yet to publish.

…ever since I started working (

DON’T EVEN HAVE TIME TO CAMWHORE!

arghh.. *depressed*

This is not good.

I must at least get Michele and Illy’s wedding pictures and details up in the next post.

This year is full of shit. Loads of bullshit.

So many bad news and deaths.

It is so heartbroken to see what has happen and why it all happen. I want this year to go away.

Let 2010 come fast, may all the newly weds of this year brings new life to celebrate the next.

Dear friends,

Prayer vigil for John Tan  who passed away this morning at 2 am, will be

held at Gui Yuan Funeral Parlour.

It is located at:

Jln 229, Sec 51A Kg Tunku

8pm, 21st & 22nd Sept 2009

Parlour No 5

If you are a friend of Iris and John, do spread the words.
Hopefully we can all attend his funeral to pay him one last respect. It

will be great if you can give Iris a call to show your love and support.
P/s: Iris, be strong girl, and I will be praying for you as well.

I have a perfect family, I have a lot of friends, I have a boyfriend that loves me for who I am, I have graduated, I have a job, I have a holiday that I am looking forward to go, I have 2 graduation trips, I have almost everything that I ever wanted…

but.. I am feeling empty. unhappy. tired.

I guess what I really want is my mummy to be here with me, so I can fill her in on stuff that happenned in tha past 11 years.

I just want to let out :\ really.

If I am lost for a day, try to find me
But if I don’t come back, then I won’t look behind me

All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

I can’t live forever, I can’t always be
One day I’ll be sand on a beach by a sea