BitterSweet Chocolate

I have officially quit my job. I guess I haven’t been blogging much about it.

Well long story cut short, I took up a job at an agency in KL Sentral. Convenient location, great environment, cool bosses, awesome colleagues and very well paid, but I decided to take a step out of my comfort zone.

I know this is ridiculous, but something tells me that opportunity is coming and something big is awaiting. I have not got a job yet i quit my current job. must be disappointing for daddy… but I just have this feeling, I belong somewhere else and I will be happier then.

Well, don’t want to waste a beautiful Monday morning like this.

I hope today will be a progressive day.

This year is full of shit. Loads of bullshit.

So many bad news and deaths.

It is so heartbroken to see what has happen and why it all happen. I want this year to go away.

Let 2010 come fast, may all the newly weds of this year brings new life to celebrate the next.

I feel really heavy hearted right now. I just finish packing my stuff and am waiting for my ride.

This is my final semester, and am graduating soon, hopefully..

*fingers crossed*

It’s been 4 good ol’ years. I am so gonna miss this place. I will miss staying in MMU, esp NEA apartment. way much comfy than staying in the hostel and in Cyberia.

my room window

splendid view from my room

(the night view is even nicer)

Well the things that i will miss most is attending classes, assignments, exams submissions, the swimming pool and the life guards and above all, my fellow friends and lecturers in MMU.

It’s been really wonderful.. It has. =’)

*happy tear*

I am so glad to be back!

What happen. I started having off and on fever since the Saturday, two weeks ago. Just came back from my Life Saving Course and got immediate sunburn and slight fever. Fever never went off. Basically was sick for the whole mid-term break.

Seeking help. Then it came to Sunday night, a week after that. Mid term break ended, went back to campus, and thats when i started vomiting non-stop. Went to the 3 different doctor, that week. Diagnosed with a viral fever and got myself a few jabs on the butt and a blood test. Not dengue, so it is a relieve. But more vomiting and fever. Can’t do anything but to lie down and get some good rest.

Vomiting worsen as the day goes, body rejecting food intake, then on Thursday, body started to reject water. can’t even take a single droplet of water.

Grandma suggested that I seek a Chinese medium for help. I went to the temple, the guy went on TRANCE!!! I am so so so so so so so scared. So sorry to say this, but I was freaking shaking like a leaf when I saw him go on trance. He held my hand and told me what symptoms I had been having for this past few days, and then he gave something for recovery.

I went home and do as he said. I SWEAR! i started eating and drinking. was craving for some sweet drinks and food. So then, I took a nap and that night everything came out. nope, nothing was digested. I survived 4 days without food and 2 days plus without water. Till last Saturday midnight, I was admitted to Pantai, Cheras.

The condition. When i was in the hospital, I had a quick blood test, and normal procedure, then admitted. Found out that fever was a bad viral fever, had severe gastric problem. And because of the gastric that I had, it trigger some kidney problem, mainly due to dehydration.

The feeling. It sucks to stay in the hospital. I don’t remember my last stay in HUKM was this awful. The bed was really uncomfortable, the food was bad, toilet was funny (it had a mini ramp like those you see in X games), injections was painful, medication was bitter, had the whole room to myself was scary, hand was numb and blood drawing was the worst!

Bored and lonely. I never really tell anyone that I was admitted, whether my friends or family. Grandma called from Singapore, Daddy and I had to lie. So I was dead bored to be honest. I never felt so bored and lonely before. I didn’t want my friends to see me in that state, didn’t want my parents to stay over to accompany me, because the environment was really uncomfortable , so I will tell them that I am OKAY.

Daddy brought me my handphone, PSP, hoping it will keep me company, but I was on drips, couldn’t even type a proper message and can’t even play a proper game.

There’s nothing to be watched on TV when there is no Astro. All I see on TV is just Malaysia’s ex and new Prime Minister. Every single hour of the day, same old news. The only time I was really watching TV was on Sunday morning, when Spongebob was aired on TV3, or was it NTV7?

THANK GOODNESS FOR CLEO top 50 Bachelors MAGAZINE!

if it hadn’t be it, i will be counting holes on my body.

Hygiene. I haven’t been able to bathe or shower since Thursday. I STINK. I cannot take it. Same clothes, same undies, and to make things worst, i had period. Waited and waited till Sunday when the nurse finally let me off drip for an hour. I bathe, and bathe and bathe. Getting my hair wet never felt this good!

What I don’t like. Taking blood! They never find my vein. Honestly, I am a very weird human being. Only can draw blood from right hand, and since my right hand is on drip, they have got no choice but to take blood from my left. The doctor have to poke 2-4 times to get it right. T___T

I appreciate. The nurses and doctor who are so good at their job.

Things I did when I reach home. take off clothes & bandages, bathe & shave weigh myself =D, spray a lot of EA. my fav.

Now. I am feeling so so much better. Recovering well, worried at the same time though. Don’t know if I can make it to my presentation this coming 14th. I have to speed things up, try to catch up with time that I have lost.

it is really nice.

in the office, again.

i don’t remember what happen 6 hours ago. i don’t remember going home and sleep. hmm, i think i should start calling this office my 2nd home. ><

reminds me of jas0n <3

I hope I don’t have to stay in the writer’s room all day again. pretty much sick of it.Yesterday had 3 meetings back to back. no make that 4. First was a presentation to the ECD then to the ACD and then to the Accounts Manager. After all that meeting my Art Director called me in for a brief and to find out i have to do 3D on Maya… Only had half a bun for dinner. Hopefully they will let me go today. I want McD’s and more onion rings!

I kick a$$,

michelle

i was being stalked by 3 middle eastern guy yesterday while i was walking to KLCC from wisma genting after work.

it was really scary, i don’t even want to mention it here.

anyway i met this Indian guy who happens to be a very nice soul. he helped me and brought me to safety. i know it sounds like damn dramatic here but really, if he wasn’t there at that moment, i am not sure if i can be here blogging.

all i know about him is that his name is Kumar, he works at Std Chartered (just across the street from where i work), he was wearing this red and white shirt with the word Honda at the back.

i can never thank him enough for what he did. =)

if u are that Kumar that i am talking about, andGod knows, probably u do blog hopping, and happen to read my blog, pls do drop me a msg saying hi ok? =)

thanx dude.

to be a pink star fish, sitting by the beach, sipping a cute glass of pina colada.