I am so glad to be back!

What happen. I started having off and on fever since the Saturday, two weeks ago. Just came back from my Life Saving Course and got immediate sunburn and slight fever. Fever never went off. Basically was sick for the whole mid-term break.

Seeking help. Then it came to Sunday night, a week after that. Mid term break ended, went back to campus, and thats when i started vomiting non-stop. Went to the 3 different doctor, that week. Diagnosed with a viral fever and got myself a few jabs on the butt and a blood test. Not dengue, so it is a relieve. But more vomiting and fever. Can’t do anything but to lie down and get some good rest.

Vomiting worsen as the day goes, body rejecting food intake, then on Thursday, body started to reject water. can’t even take a single droplet of water.

Grandma suggested that I seek a Chinese medium for help. I went to the temple, the guy went on TRANCE!!! I am so so so so so so so scared. So sorry to say this, but I was freaking shaking like a leaf when I saw him go on trance. He held my hand and told me what symptoms I had been having for this past few days, and then he gave something for recovery.

I went home and do as he said. I SWEAR! i started eating and drinking. was craving for some sweet drinks and food. So then, I took a nap and that night everything came out. nope, nothing was digested. I survived 4 days without food and 2 days plus without water. Till last Saturday midnight, I was admitted to Pantai, Cheras.

The condition. When i was in the hospital, I had a quick blood test, and normal procedure, then admitted. Found out that fever was a bad viral fever, had severe gastric problem. And because of the gastric that I had, it trigger some kidney problem, mainly due to dehydration.

The feeling. It sucks to stay in the hospital. I don’t remember my last stay in HUKM was this awful. The bed was really uncomfortable, the food was bad, toilet was funny (it had a mini ramp like those you see in X games), injections was painful, medication was bitter, had the whole room to myself was scary, hand was numb and blood drawing was the worst!

Bored and lonely. I never really tell anyone that I was admitted, whether my friends or family. Grandma called from Singapore, Daddy and I had to lie. So I was dead bored to be honest. I never felt so bored and lonely before. I didn’t want my friends to see me in that state, didn’t want my parents to stay over to accompany me, because the environment was really uncomfortable , so I will tell them that I am OKAY.

Daddy brought me my handphone, PSP, hoping it will keep me company, but I was on drips, couldn’t even type a proper message and can’t even play a proper game.

There’s nothing to be watched on TV when there is no Astro. All I see on TV is just Malaysia’s ex and new Prime Minister. Every single hour of the day, same old news. The only time I was really watching TV was on Sunday morning, when Spongebob was aired on TV3, or was it NTV7?

THANK GOODNESS FOR CLEO top 50 Bachelors MAGAZINE!

if it hadn’t be it, i will be counting holes on my body.

Hygiene. I haven’t been able to bathe or shower since Thursday. I STINK. I cannot take it. Same clothes, same undies, and to make things worst, i had period. Waited and waited till Sunday when the nurse finally let me off drip for an hour. I bathe, and bathe and bathe. Getting my hair wet never felt this good!

What I don’t like. Taking blood! They never find my vein. Honestly, I am a very weird human being. Only can draw blood from right hand, and since my right hand is on drip, they have got no choice but to take blood from my left. The doctor have to poke 2-4 times to get it right. T___T

I appreciate. The nurses and doctor who are so good at their job.

Things I did when I reach home. take off clothes & bandages, bathe & shave weigh myself =D, spray a lot of EA. my fav.

Now. I am feeling so so much better. Recovering well, worried at the same time though. Don’t know if I can make it to my presentation this coming 14th. I have to speed things up, try to catch up with time that I have lost.

kanye west…

and me.

i am so sick of the political scene in Malaysia. road blocks and demonstrations in town almost everyday of the week. morning newspapers are full of lies and bullshit.

lady cluck luck went for a holiday with my goat, Christopher.

this week is awesomely bad luck.

if it was raining here now i would be worried, very worried that i might get struck.

i am barred from 2 subjects in my university. i have no luck with the internship thinggy. i have got replies, but they were pathetic. oh jelly beans… no.

besides no luck with internship and being barred or what so ever, i kinda almost fell in the toilet bowl while i was at it, had freaking 2X period, ran outta pads, gotten bad bad allergies after dinner, lost my allergy pills, i even freaking choked on my own saliva and and, the best part was, i have no idea since when i have used up the space in my C drive… i had to remove my Need For Speed Pro Street in order to install my other important programmes.

i blame my gloomy desktop wallpaper for all this bad luck n stuff. i am gonna change it now. yes i am.

argh.. i think i sound like i am high on drugs or something. noh i am not, and i am on drugs then my thai test like phuck and i am happy phat friend and steamboat with prawns with red paint in the Petronas gallery and my painting canvas broke and cost me rm69 with some chicken feather that belongs to a duck that is doing some 3D in Maya.

yay!

to Astro On Demand.

damn you!~ i have parked my butt on the couch. watching those TVB drama that once i thought it was lame.

I actually sat there all day and watch all the episode, back to back… especiallt “The Seventh Day”. oh my, I am so ADDICTED.

>.<

           i haven’t been updating my blog for quite sometime. so many things happened for the past week. so many sleepless nights, i just couldn’t explain how i feel right now. no words can describe this mix feeling i have.

my holiday haven’t been productive. all i did was to learn how to cook, paint my house(will post up pictures later) , drive Chelsey around the garden and TRASH MY MOM’s NEW HONDA!!! =( I’m sorry mom, it was an accident.

 *emo emo*

i still got 2 more weeks of holiday left. im gonna make use of my time now. maybe do some tutorial and some crafty stuff. oh oh yeaaaaa~ i forgot to announce. i am gonna start a craft blog. anyone who is interested to be a contributor is welcome to leave me a comment here. =)

i got no mood to continue this post. i think i better go now.

gosh, today is a very unprogressful day. i had like hangover from last night. was feeling a lil restless, drowsy and floaty. i work all weekend on my motion graphics (on self promotion) coz today was the submission. damn, i’m glad that i have finally submitted my work, and i was the first one. *bangga bangga*oh oh, here are some pics of my work progress. i find it funny so i decided to post it here.

i was staring at these penguins for over an hour, because i couldn’t decide which will look best in my video. almost went berserk. in the end of the day i chose the bottom right, and i regretted! bleh~

this is my final execution.
i love photo manipulation. did every single object in Adobe Photoshop. yeap, Photoshop can do wonders and everything is so possible.

^^,

online advertising class was quite dry but the video that Mr Kenneth show was good… is good every week! last week was about The Unboring History of Telephone (haha!) and this week was How Google Works. interesting.

hmm, i’m shy to embed my final .mov here. so urm, if any of u are interested to watch just ask from me la. =)

my life is BitterSweet~

Why does he have to always come in between us?
Why do you always have to mention about him?
Why did you compare?
Why do you threaten?Why?

*silence*

~

He, is no longer important to me, but you are,

He has somehow had brought us together, make us meet,

I do not compare, no i don’t,

I did not threaten, but why? why did u fleet?

why?

my life is BitterSweet~